Refugee: Images

Yup!! now i am going to talk bout the musical i entered last year..... Haha.. i know it's soooo history but i just cant avoid talking bout it!

REFUGEE: IMAGES!!

The very first ''biggest'' production i've joined!

okok~~ here's all the picies!!

First of all, let me show u the place we performed...

This is Panggung Bandaraya Kuala Lumpur...
It sounds kinda lame i agree~ but that place is actually kinda cool...


I haven seen our video yet but i believe we've done really great job!!
It's a 6 months long production...(come to think of it... really killing me)
although i joined in 2 months later than other ppl (i'm last to join in) but still i can feel the hard work and effort everyone put into this musical!

Let me show u some of our pictures during performance...
I wonder who took those... but anywayz...

This is from the scene "Lady of the world"

''Fly u to the moon......."
I love this one... Just look at the picture behind (real pictures, taken from that time)
Can really feel the miserable Vietnamese time had that period..

This is the last scene...
I think...

Now...

Let me take u to that back stage...
This is a the back stage... actually i wanna take the picture where it really looks like one of the scenes in ''Silent Hill''... It's super creepy... summore the lights are flickering all the time..Blue colour summore.. hmmm....




IS making up time!!
Uh... sounds wrong... make uping time? make up time?
Whatever..
This is our make up crew!! All the way from Penang!Man, i'm so fat!!
My heart is pounding damn fast when he's doing that...
I hate putting on mascara!!! >.< Hailat.... My face gone la...

Can u believe that she's actually one year younger than me??
Gosh... i'm getting old... :'(Group photo!!
Alvira hamsap!!

Cindira trying to make Amber Chia's face!! wahahaha

Pictures taken by the press...

Too bad i cant get the copies :(

During rehearsal....

Alex likes people to punch him!!

Imagine how tired we all are.... (except Caleb la... the one with spec smiling guy.. )

Behind the scene....

Some people are resting....

Trying to act cool...

Some people try to act cool with other people..

Some try to be in other people's photo...

Some is setting up the instruments..

Some try to act cute...

Some try to act cute with behind people's back...

Some try to act cute with a group of people..

Some try to take picture with the conductor :P

Some like to take pictures with lots of people!

Someone fainted..

And i just wanna take photo with my make up artist!! isnt he cute?? :P

It was a great 4 months journey being in this group... And not to mention we have T.G.I. Friday's every day duting the performance week?! haha... yeah~~

I wish i can join production like this in future...

So, wish me luck!!

I wanna go home.... :'(

Miserable week....

Can i imagine u wake up every morning feeling that u haven even close your eyes yet?

Life's just a waste of our time....

That's how i feel...
Suppose to waking up fresh instead i had dizzy head with upset throat...

Y la now?! Y now only gimme such problems?!?

I've my term paper to do with Aural, Conducting, History and theory exam around the corner...
Not to mentioned musical starts next week... whole week i have to attend finals in the morning and performing in the evening....

If i had good rest i can cope....
But not now.... Feeling horrible....

I dun wanna to cry... i just cant help it~ if i cry i need more air which is so limited here....
But at least when i cry i cant feel a thing.....

I am so helpless...

Suddenly feel that i am extremely vulnerable....
I wanna ppl to take care of me...

I wan my mum... I wan her care and tenderness...

I am exhausted.... extremely tired....


I cant breathe......




HELP!!

I have to be strong... I cant bring more trouble for people around me...
Especially those who i loved so much.... :'(

Yesterday's adventure...

My day started when i pour a glass of warm honey to myself...
N i heard my throat screming in joy...
What the heck...

i had my voice exam yesterday... hmm... it went well i guess... quite satisfied but still, it can be better...
Thanks Su Mei for being my accompanist and well...
Singing in the group class is just a fame for 10 minutes (if your songs happened to be that long)
Y? cos ppl probably will forget what u did after that... (except for Davina of course... >.<)

Later in the evening, i went to Regeant Hotel for the performance, just to sing a few songs from our Refugee: Images...

When i stood there and sing i realize people who walked pass us, who sat comfortably in the lounge and those who actually enjoyed our performance so much (an african guy with an artist cap on him) gave us different expression and i suddenly felt like...

Musicians are here to entertain people... and it's like... hmmm... well, i know a lot of ppl started reading my blog and i tend to be conservative when i try to speak my mind out...

Well, let's just forget it, i've no more energy to start out a trouble for myself...hmm.. I will keep those in my little pea brain for the time... *silence!*

I'm extremely exhausted lately..never felt in my life before... i mean, i did, but this is sort of different... Opps, back to my story... after Regeant Hotel's performance we went back to the lobby where we prepared ourselves before the show and we found uh... 17x2 sandwiches and a pot of mee hoon lying there waiting for us to devoure it... and obviously it's not enough to feed 17 mouths
(when 1 Bryan=10 Hui Kee..haha!)

Therefore, Mr. Chong, which is one of our directors brought us out to feed our tummy again... he always treat us with fabulous meals!
::many thanks to him ^-^::

I tell u, when i see Bryan eat i seriously pray that in future i wont get a kid like him... if not i will definately (like what Mr. Chong says) kill myself after i gone brankrup! He seriously ate 6 bowls or izit 7? of rice!! OMG... i sat beside him and i was like...
Bloody hell...

But he is really a kind person.. spend more than an hour just to fetch everyone back although he himself if tired like a bear... *many thanks to u!*

However, when i reach the area where i stayed, it was pitch black...
No electric again?!!... ass hole... out of so many days y must be tat day when i am not in my BF's hz?

Moreover, what's more scary is that the whole hz is empty... it was pitch black and i am all alone in that hz without a tourch in my hand!
No joking matter, i really freak out...

I must admit that i honestly afraid of the dark more than anyone else... i dun even dare to walk to my room... i cant see anything!! my hp's batt is running low!!
So, i hide in Ee Jun's room cos his room has an emergency light... which i hope it can be carried around...
To make it worst, i called my hzmate and he din pick up the phone.. i was really panic..!!

In the mean time, i sms my BF telling him i am freak out...
All he does was
"Y scare? u have been staying in that hz for so long..."
and
"hmmm... poor dear dear..."

WTF?

Well darling...
Just let me rot....

Finally i got to JUliet's hp and ask them rush bek before i fainted... haha~

Man,
Cant u just make me feel better? what the heck?
Sometimes being emotional is really a no-no in a relationship...
that's y i only complaint here in my blog ....
I stop complaint straight to his face since then.....
Yup, silence is golden...
And also the key to avoid unnecessary fight...

Just like some ppl scream into a bottled water and pour the water out... meaning all the troubles will just went deep into Earth...

Yup, that's wat i am doing.. dun bloody complain bout how idiot i am cos this is the way i release myself from dissatisfaction and anger...
Plus...disappointment...

I dunno what to do when he is emotional... I know he was frus when he is sick and with his work perhaps.. moreover he had to use more than 1 hour just to fetch me back...
I tried to show him how i appreciate i am with wat he did but he dun seem to get the point...

Do u know how worried i am to see him sick? and all the happy feelings went downhill when he is unwell... But still, he duno how to take care of himself... all my words fell on deaf ears...

All i did was care....

On the other hand, i need care too when i am facing troubles... (of course this did not include the blackout)


*Sigh*

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*Update (31/7/06):

Well... just like what i've said.. i will only fuss here in my blog and not in front of him... hmmmm... and i am glad i did that.... cos i am the one who think nonsense all the time... and he did feel guilty when i brought up the incident bout the blackout (i can tell by his expression and stutter way of reply...hehe ^-^)

However, the reason i dun wanna erase that (like what i did for the previous post) is because i did feel bad for tat day... so... whatever i dunno what the heck i doing... haha~

But... i'm glad to have him by my side.... \(^~^)/ *Hugzz*

hmmm.....

Recently i discovered a blog which i quite fond of...

Her name is Mamoyo... i dunno who she is... just happened to read Kenny Sia's blog n her name is there...

Well, i love the way she blogs... she's that type of uh... typical city girl?
hmmm... straight forward and extremely open-minded...

I love her quotes.. really meaningful... well, only some of them...

Well, i rememeber Su Mei told me Rachel once told her that love is just like a little kitten...
U cant be taking granted on it too much...
Constant hurting will kill the little kitten...

Love is fragile...

Kittens may be leaving the owner although it still loves and adore the owner a lot...
If the kitten feels despair and hurt...

Reminder for Hui Kee* : Life's like that, dun clinge on that too much... U're dealing with different people with different personality!