My Concerto!

Finally i got the video of my concerto performance! But the picture is too blur but luckily the sound is ok... and one of my fren who took the video right in front of me, forget to save the clip -_-" iskh~~

Well, i used about one month's time to prepare this concerto because this is a short semester. At first i was really worried about my concerto and i will go to my school's hall to practice at 7 a.m. at least twice a week, because of the stupid piano. (The recital hall piano wasn't really friendly >.<") But i really thank my lecturer to have such patience and faith in me. I never thought i can do it... Hope u will enjoy my playing! ^-^ * I screwed up my cadenza -_-"

Mozart Piano Concerto in A Major, K. 488 - 1st Movement





Accompanist: Mr. Loo Bang Hean (my lover :p)

Pls let me feel better....

I dunno what is wrong with me lately...

I feel restless, I feel dizzy, I feel high, I feel anxious, and I feel tired altogether...

Sigh... and most importantly, I am very emotional... After so long...

There're so many things that i want to tell but right now all the words left me and i cant even describe how i feel... So pathetic...

I need hug... long, tight hug....

To prevent me from falling apart...

And i miss you so much.................. T.T

Nowadays, we 'heng' Hip Hop liaoz!

I am going to take part in T-shirt design competition... organized by Echo Park (in my school -_-")

The prizes are not very attractive thou.. but still, better than nothing la... kekekeke

And most importantly, i think Echo Park just wanted to find some nice design out there without having to spend much money on a professional designer... iskh iskh... evil evil plan!

*ehem*

Here's the design!!

TADA~~~

Kindly rate this design or leave some comments pls ! ^-^

This is so true!

Cancer and Gemini:

This is a very popular pairing. These two meet and feel destiny from their very first conversation. An intense physical attraction could lead to a sexual relationship or perhaps a marriage.

The key to making this work is both must to be willing to forgive and forget. One key issue here is Gemini’s need for space and variety at all times. Gemini is an air sign and also a mutable sign who can multitask, whereas Cancer focuses on one person, place or situation at a time. Cancer may mistake Gemini’s need for outside stimulation as a sign of sexual rejection and Gemini will get irritated by Cancer’s emotional showdowns and become agitated quickly. Gemini may flee and will pursue outside interests while Cancer will withdraw and become moody.

On the flipside, Gemini can banish Cancer blues while Cancer provides warmth and security to Gemini. Many of the misunderstandings between you arise because GEMINI is more emotionally detached and rational, while CANCER is more subjective, emotionally involved, and unable to be as articulate and "reasonable" as GEMINI is. Paradoxically, you are attracted to one another for the same reason! GEMINI's mental agility and wit appeals to CANCER, CANCER's sensitivity and depth of feeling is attractive to GEMINI, and you both have much to learn from one another.


*That explains everything! :p

Heart? Brain?

It's been a while i write something like this... the feeling came back to me again... words just keep flowing in my head and it's so unbearable and i must write it down to ease the uneasiness...

But i never write in such early time in a day..

Well, what is wrong with me you ask?
Hmm... let's just say that the other part of my body doesn't want to listen to me anymore..

Confused??

Let's put it this way:
Normally i don't really believe (although some part of me do, if not i wont write like this) that human can think in two ways, or communicate within themselve in two ways..

One is by using the brain, the other is using the heart.

But i do now.

Yes, my heart and my brain has conflict ideas now...

I'm not lost. Although everytime i appear to be, or even say i am lost. I know what i am thinking and what i should do.

The reason why i say i am lost is just an excuse not to think or consider what the other part of me is trying to say. Because my brain ask me to act rationally and do not do something that will make me regret.

However... it gets harder to bear.. my hands are holding a precious gem that everyone else envy and i am proud of, and i know i will never ever let go...

But somehow my eyes start to glance other side of the world.

Sigh...

I hate myself when i do things like that. I feel so vulnerable, so.... like the old me.

That's why this time i rather hurt myself than hurt other people...
Because by feeling that way i will able to wake myself up, and focus more on things that is more important.

Because i will always follow what my brain says........... for now.