Brand new blog!

Well, i bet many of you were wondering how come i did not manage my blog for a long time~

This is because, i found a better (MUCH better) way for me to publish my thoughts where lots of people will read it and most importantly, i got paid for doing that!

Wondering where i got this lobang? Heh~ I send my article to Star paper (R-AGE section) every now and then. In fact, i've been doing this since last year October. So, instead of writing something new in my blog, i am thinking of posting all the articles i wrote that are publish in Star paper. In case some of you have missed it :p

So, hope u enjoy my new blog ''system'' and hope you like my stories :D

Of course, anyone of you have interesting stories to tell or need my help to publish anything on the paper, feel free to contact me!

i vomit 20 times... how bout u?

i will pay RM 20 for the person who can watch this from the beginning till the ver end..

http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/Prefs.asp?video=fur_farm

Battle of the Bands 2008

Finally i took the time (and courage) to post this video up!

This is the video taken during Youth '08 battle of the bands event.

Obviously my band were eliminated during the preliminary round. But i can say that this is the best performance experience (so far) i had! The crowds were great and the atmosphere was good too! Of course, the judges are not interesting and my voice are shaky during first few minutes.. (nervous + register problems perhaps) and thanks Stif for going to vocal amps while my voice is the most shaky -_-"

Indeed i got lots of good comments, from my friends that went there to support me that day, from some members of other bands, and some new friends, even an uncle who sell T-shirt on the 3rd floor came down and said that i performed well.. Of course those comments really made my day~ But the most important thing is...

I took the courage to go for the competition!

Although i didn't get anything, but its a great experience and i got new fans! i guess.. hehehe... and this video gonna be one of my memory...

Because i am going to quit band very soon... but will definitely produce our 1st EP first! ^^

Enjoy!

what the F***??

Wow...

It's really amazing that i actually made 3 person made in a single night.. within 3 hours...

First is by an ang mou dunno who... scold us like nobody's business... this is like the first time we were scolded in public restaurant during a fren's bday!! amazing...

Later, my bf scold me for accusing him for ntg... i also dunno what to say (i am paranoid already ... confirm*)

Then there's this strange guy accuse me for not having any sense of humour~

What a confusing night @_@

Still have to continue my Chuck Berry and Little Richard paper...

Even more confusing!! Rock and roll or classic rock??! *shit*

Another morning...

I woke up this morning... Hoping for a better day...

Yes, i did.

But the pain roused back at me.. painfully reminds me what had happen... telling me that I lost someone i treasured so much.

Everything ain't the same anymore. The smile, the laughter, the promises....
They are just a tool for me to cover up my misery...
But they cannot do anything to heal my wound.

My wound will always be bleeding..
THe memory will haunt me always...
The pain will still remains..

And yet, i feel so numb...
Naively thinking that all these are dreams..

Shld i talk to that girl?
Shld i pretend nothing happen?
Shld i believe in what he told me?
Shld i just walk out and never turn back?
Shld i be torturing myself?
Shld i make my revenge?
Shld i show him how painful it is?

Shld i bleed?

I dunno.... I just need a hug... and lots of answers. Sincere and true answers..