Saturday, November 25, 2006

The gloom is back..

I played in the rain for a while today...

It's was raining cats and dogs.. really so darn heavy... with lightning and stuff... But strangely i feel so nice...I dun usually fancy rain... but today it's so nice... so beautiful; I wish i can take some pictures.. But too bad my camera is so out-of-date..

well, lots of ppl ask me to update.. seems i still got some ''fans'' eh? hmm... or just being busybody?? wahaha (just kidding)
Well, sorry for not updating... Been busy designing a blog for my bf as an anniversary present
(Since he's not reading this.. shld still be a surprise.. ^^)

Hmmm.... Lots of funny things happened to me lately...

I must mention that i've got a ''new'' fren... A fren which i couldn;t think of having in the first place...
It occurs so strangely... stange, but nice.

Well, i talk to this new fren of mine for bout 2 hours the other day... sleepless night eh...
These few days been thinking of what he said to me...
But something he said freaks me out... "I've the power to make u two together,"
"But i also have the power to break both of u up"
Gosh, this sentence really creeps me to the bone...
Do i trust the wrong person?
Well, i dun care so much now~
I'm here to share something with you all...
All i know is love is very fragile.. when u think u know someone... but actually u dun...
I dunno wat will happen to me next...
He say he'll help me... i wish he will..
He told me that people learn things when something really important to him is gone...
which is very true!
In fact, i did mentioned this last time in my previous post...
"History will repeat itself unless u do something to make up your mistake."
And i was so angry i asked him how come my bf never learn?! After a painful break up with his ex-gf??
I dun wanna do something to hurt him...
I just scare i might...
But i dun wanna to...
Anywayz, i just keep on having the feeling of talking to him after that day...
I dun really trust him but still...
I feel comfortable talking to him...
At least he is understanding...