MUSE concert!!

I went to MUSE live in Malaysia concert!!

See??!?!?! Pitt zone!@!!
(sohai~ was being pushed to roch zone XoX asshole crowd >.<) Woo!!!Here are the Pictures pictures!!!

Soo many police car dunno for what...

I dye my hair!! too bad it's temporary one

My silly bf is my fashion designer that day... -_-"

Before edit...
After edit..

Inside the stadium..


Crowd was crazzzyyyy!

Haha.. i still dunno what's that expression and hand position means...





The stage is so so so cool!!


Got ppl tak bleh tahan oo...


I took pic with Rooddyy!!! Wooott~~~
So what o... ?? cheh~~

Gosh... everything also MUSE...
Even this~~!!

-_-" But they tasted quite nice thou~ hahahaha


Well~ it's quite a once in a life time experience for me..

No doubt MUSE is an excellence band!! especially the vocalist cum pianist cum guitarist! he has great technic on playing keyboard (heard that he's classical base... no wonder ^^) and he can jump here and there like crazy felow while playing solos! man~ it's crazy.. made me hop here and there like mad ppl also..then the next day .. nope, my whole body aches for whole week ~~ aihh...

Besides, the stage is so damn fucking cool!!! the color, the setting, the blast.. everything!! but the most important thing i like bout it is the lightning!! it goes with the beat of the song so well that it actually feels like the bass drum was attached to the wire on the lightning... it's superb!!

However, the only thing i dun like bout this concert is... it's lack of the ''live'' feel~ i mean.. if there's no crowd and lightning on the stage... it doesn't feel live at all! i mean, the song is played exactly the same as the CD does (although my frens said he did improvise A LOT... well, i guess i am not really his no.1 fans.. i cant hear any diff. haa) but this shows another amazing thing bout this concert~ he CAN really sing!!

Other than that, i think MUSE has lack interaction with the crowd~ it's no doubt that he's really amazing cos he sang for one and a half hours. non-stop!! but still.. it's like he stood on the stage and start singing non stop after saying "Selamat petang Malaysia!!" Well... not very attentive thou~ he shld talk more.. more contact with the fans... at least something... I feel as if i am listening ppl singing out of the CD.. u get what i mean... Hmm~~~

Well, it's indeed a great experience... but not a wonderful one thou~

Wat was i thinking?

This semester has been a hell to me..

Piano Literature is the main culprit.
School hours has been prolonged and everything just jumbled up like nobody's business...

I've been extremely depressed since the school starts... so many things happened i feels like i am involved in a movie, watching myself stumbled against life...

Most of it is because of studies... I've never feel so stress in study in my whole life before this.. It's really been hell busy to me and i dun even have time to shit properly (seriously)

And i have problems in my relationship for a while early this year..

Man...

So y am i so free to write my emotional passage here u ask?

I am going to meet someone who's very important to someone who is very important to me.. (am i making sense?) And... at first i tot i can accept it.. i tot i can get along and it's just something i have to face if that person who is important to me is really important to me..
But when he just told me bout it.. i just realized i cant accept it.. I can't... maybe it's just temporary.. maybe it's just i am not used to it.. maybe it's still not the time ... or maybe i haven prepared for it...

So what?~

I dunno... lots of things in my mind.. i feel so alone... i remembered the dream he told me bout.. the dream without me in that whole family... where's my statues? how important i am to him? is it the same like me?

I dunno how to express my feelings towards him that i am scared... yes.. i am really scared... i wanna face someone i dunno and that person is certainly more important than me.. i dun wanna our life to changed.. but i know it will from now on... i hate my feelings...

I know i shld be happy for him but i am not... i feeling myself being selfish...

But he dun understand tat i am scared.. and i duno how to let him know how i feel..

Everything just messed up...

Pls tell me what to do....