I'm turning bek to an ugly duckling.... :(

Finally post something without picture...

I wonder y i will write this thingy at this moment...


Anywayz, so many things happened this week...

But the most unusual thing happened is... I am having this terrible headache lately...
Not really headache...

It'z something like.. as if there's an electric eel swimming inside my brain electricuting my brain from time to time...

Really unbearable~

N i can hardly sleep lately~
I tried so hard to sleep but brain just keep on thinking bout so many many stuff~

Man..am i going to have depression soon?
God no please.....

Na, i dun think so....

Well... speaking of weird..

I dunn what the fucking idiot pea brain i had~
I actually missed my Aural class today!

I neva miss any class before in my entire life!
N i walked into the class and everyone stares at me~
Su Mei laugh till can breathe -_-" Asking me y i so blur....

Damn~ what is wrong with me?!?!?

I'm actually practicing piano when i had class!?

Man~

Been putting lots of pressure to myself...

Sigh~


N i go to my Major class without any emotional preparation...

BUT!!

Loo praised me today!! ^-^

*Three cheers n one hug for myself*

All the hard work i had for the past whole week had been paid off!!

Yes...
i think i understand more bout the situation i had with me n my pieces n my piano teacher


(:


However, sometimes i dun understand myself...

I love to do things which torture my body n soul...

I like to read something i am not suppose to read..
Man... it's hard for me to write out my real feelings in this blog...
(I think i have to open another blog for my gFs... cos some issues are not suitable for GUYS..)

Anywayz, i am not going to talk bout that since i am not in a very suitable situation....

Hmmm....

But still.. i will continue what i am doing~

As long as my gfs are around me to be by my side...

* I hope n i pray~


Everything will be fine~

Hmmm..........

Plz love me for who i am T.T