I am cursed

I think i am cursed to be playing in bands..

I seriously dun understand why am i so attached to band?! I never see a live band in my whole life until i am 19 but since i'm 15, i vowed to have a band and that is the MAIN reason why i wanna study music. Yeah, if my mum knows tat, she'll kill me..

Nobody influenced me, Nothing started the trigger. I just... cant help it :( I even got into serious depression after my first band disbanded.. and i nearly broke up with my BF... sigh...

Passion... yeah, i think thats the only word to use... I have the greatest passion and faith in band than any other people i have known so far... I will die if i stop playing band. And i hate that feeling, trust me. I do.

Well, for those who feel like havin a band or just wanna try out having own band just because it looks cool or fun or just out of curiosity.. yeah, try it~ wont do you any harm..

But dont forget that u will reach a time that either your band members dislike the way you do stuff, or they think they are so great and have attitude problems and do not commit themselves in band... You will know exactly how hard it is to form a band. Unless u just wanna take it as a hobby or to kill ur time. (The above are from the point of view of a band leader)

Yeah, having a band is a big responsibility. For me, it is like having a second BF, if u already have one, or having a pet. It's a huge responcibility. For me, it's not just for fun.

Because i am serious about it and it took a big part of my life.

For those who understand how i feel, welcome to the cursed island. For those who think it's dramatic and overboard, your passion is just not enough.

Because i dont just blutter out the stuff in my head. I do what i promised myself and the people around me, i dont give empty promises, i work hard and i aim high.

Still, its better be safe than sorry.

Choose the correct partner before u work with them, Do not fool around and waste people's time :D

Good luck!