Thursday, March 24, 2005

I need an antidote

"Na na na na na na na na... I just can't get u out of my head..bla bla bla (i dun actually know the lyrics)" Seriously, after listen to this song.. it'll haunt U like.. forever?

Well.. lately only i realize that missing someone is more suffering than having chicken "poks" (this is how my lil sis spell them) all over your body which you are not allow to scratch them.. Missing people is like... u cant even feel the itchyness but your whole body is on fire...

I am cursed one and a half year ago... It was terrible... I though i will get over it soon at that time and, JUST END EVERYTHING.. But who knows? the virus just get deeper and deeper... First, it eats up my blood cells, then devaure my nerves and spine. Finally owns my brain cells and even sucks up my soul... (am i making sense?)

And now the disease took over me and i'm getting older too i guess.. But strangely i don't feel like getting well soon... or even thinking of getting well.. i want to be numb like this forever...

On the other hand, I need an antidote... I can't take this anymore...

Why people have to fall in love? Fall in love = Fall into a trap... Just like the theme song for Lilo and Stich "Only fools rush in...."

Everyone is a fool anyway...

You must be very tired running in my mind 24/7 ....

P/s: One day maybe i'll regret doing this kinda stuff.. but the thing just keep running in my mind "Post it! post it!" I'm suppose to post up my feelings, right?

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

Eh IZ!! Wassup la..never tell me u had a blog.. btw ya man i know how it feels like to miss someone..
i can walk around the house for an hour just looking at my handphone wandering if that person will msg/call or not.. aih..love hurts man. i know i know. wah every1 blogging already..i also feel like starting one :P btw...Amz here.take care

Anonymous said...

yeap yeap luv sux...thats y i owez persuade my frens to lurve me instead of lorvin bf wakakakaka im so smart!!

Les Miserables said...

Amz!! so surprise to see u here... yup.. so sry to hear bout Van and U seriously that night when we go out yam cha... U'll sure find sumone in future cos u are just so nice!! miss ya lots :p

Les Miserables said...

Baboon... hehehe.. dun say so much..we'll wait till one day u're in L-O-V-E ! haha good luck to u!

Anonymous said...

haha no worries about van la. she's still a chun friend. that's what matters now.haha baboon is damn gay la..fall in love with people like orlando bloom..no wander u wakakaka there like mad woman. woi when u come back malaysia tell me u know. i want my blink-182 poster.

Anonymous said...

shaun...if u sed this las yer...u sure kena flying kick from me... what orlando gay??punch u la...u lagi gay la....wanna starts blogging konon... punch u la...o yea sorry to say that...aussie thinks blink not cool enuf...so they ban all blinks poster... wakakakakakakaka!!
Huikee.....sorry la i dun blieve in love......i rather lurve my pillow than spread my love to them..

Les Miserables said...

-_-!! pls dun quarrel in my Blog... haizz.. anywayz, Baboon, u are old enough to be in love!! u had the license already!! u are what?? 20!! common... find a cute guy in ur school and dun let him go! hahahah.. (orlando is kinda gay... i agree :p)

Anonymous said...

ORLANDO IS NOT GAY LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Les Miserables said...

-_-... u cant deny that he IS a little bit gay and btw, he's short!!

Anonymous said...

better than ban hiang for sure :P

Les Miserables said...

ban hiang?
hey, ban hiang my piano teacher la!!

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