Hey fellows... sorry for being away... again

Man.. life's a bitch...

Actually not exactly tat bitchy...just that sometimes i was wondering what was happening to me and stuff... and i'll feel like puking.. hhee..~

Lots of things happened lately...

Guess what... i stop contacting Calvin and stop seeing him dy... yeah~ hard to believe yeah?

Cos i did something bitchy... hehe.. but i dun think u wish to know...

Yeah~ man makes me sluty...

(i dun even know what that means... taken from Hui Wen's blog.. hee)

Again,

Dun worry, i'm still v my BF.. heheh

Yea.. there's something i wanna tok bout...

My very first band!

They're a bunch of hooey... can't deny that... but they're overall... nice ppl... And kinda glad that they asked me to sing for them...

Oh ya, tok bout singing.. today i had shitty mood... cos uh.. at first i tot the band in my skol asking me to sing the song for performance representing "Singer's division" club..

However, damn.. i dunno how to continue... sud my mind blank..

The conclusion is... they neva include me for the sing... ok, i dun really mind cos i'm not really invited in the first place..

But!! at least they shld tell me this righT? i think it's kinda shitty they neva even informed me...

Nvm, then i online and saw my band leader Jay...

He made me feel worst by saying i'm not good at singing pop song actually... damn... My heart was crushed to pieces... i think UHU not able to glue it bek... or maybe worst...

Honestly, I've wanted to sing so badly since i was like.. so young which i cant even remeber?!

And.. ok ok, i think u guys know wat i trying to say...

And i was so damn happy when my voice teacher praise me many times... hehe...

Anywayz, what was i saying just now.. oh ya! my band... Ok, i wanted to put our photos but... u know... i am totally noobs toward this kinda HTML thingy...

Tell u what.. the first glance i looked at them... I was like, "Shit, I wont come for the band for the second time" Seriously they all look like bad people... iskh~ but later only i know they are a bunch of nut shells.. whahha... really fun hanging v them...

Damn, yesterday was my birthday... although i got lots of msgs.. but not even one present i received... sad sial betul.. I dunno why... feel kinda abandone...

But feel really happy cos my bf actually cooked for me!!!

For the first tym in history he actually cook for me!!!!!!!!!!! The whole table full of food he cooked himself...

So touched.. and yet...

Guilty...

Now chatting v dearest Baboon and Kelvin (not calvin, 2 diff person)... both telling me how good my BF is... and i shld treasure him instead of flirting around...

And Kelvin said he's dinasour... extinct d...

Waoooaa.... So touching..

And i still rmber Jay is d first person who celebrated my birthday 4 me.. quite happy seriously... He's nice cant deny... hhee..

p/s: I was molested by a blind student tis morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!! i nearly fainted in my practice room.... iskh~