Inspired...

Well... lately the Muse came to visit me quite a few times...

Guess because the part of the complaining department in my brain cells strats to arose from the silent grave of its home sweet home again...

I will write like how i write few years ago...

Was talking to Su Mei.. and suddenly realize how fragile one life can be...

N the mind tricking stuff... haha...

Oh well.. i think i shld stop here if not i will continue writting till morning...
The Muse is here again...

Man...

Goodnight world~

Do Re Mi Fa Sol...

L-O-V-E is such a trouble-maker.

Unfortunately i start to feeling that.

sigh sigh sigh + triple sigh

Finally a happy post! :)

Today was so...

Adventurous.

Well,
I'm feeling...

Glad + nervous + psychotic + tired + happy + Contented

First of all,

I went for the audition for UCSI's Annual Concert the other day..
I was so so depressed that i tot i wont be getting any parts for the musical..
(N i will be left out from my PPG gang cos for sure Su Mei n Cindira will gets in one of the parts....)
This is because...

Sigh...

One of the teachers stopped me when i am reaching the ''climax'' of the song...

-_-"

But in the end i turned out to be in the chorus for the ''Cafeteria" scene!
Actually it's not something to be proud of really..

But i am just glad that i somehow involve in one of the scenes...
(Even one also i syok... have to start things slow...)

Then,
I went to MidValley with Su Mei to get something for Cindira..
(Her bday passed so so long ago n we still haven got her anything.. damn fail la this kinda fren.. haha)

N Su Mei suddenly told me that the Musical that she's invloving in ''outside'' the school is probably needing another soprano singer..

I was delighted really!

I think she knows how keen i am to join the musical...
N i tried many times asking Su Mei whether i can go for audition n stuff...

Well...
Mr. Chong (the producer) auditioned me...
(Obviously i sing till my face turned blue! really.. and i think it's cos of the milk tea i drank...)
N he take me in as a probation...
Cos they've been practicing since like... march? N now only i joined in..
So.. he must let me try out n see whether i can follow up~..

Anyhow, i am glad to be in even though i am just a probation member!

I will work hard!!!

N thanks Su Mei n Cindira for supporting me ^-^

Love u guys so so much!!

I will work harder n harder!!


This is the first time i feel contented....

For the chance that He gave me..


Thanks God.. U're cool :p

Funny mail..

A friend of mine sent this email to me...

And i find it quite interesting... ^-^

SiGh...unsatis again?

Again...output differ from input~~

Experiment3:The study of huikee sp. to produce chlorophyll-A,but not chlorophyll B or C.

The results were differ greatly from the theoretically result. It might to due experimental errorsSs such as erhm...such as...the specimen was contaminated by some unknown bacteria which indirectly causes the denaturing of the specimen. As such, the output was lowered due to the irreversible denaturing which lead to partial malfunction of the specimen.

Suggestion for future experiment is that to kill the contaminant bacteria with alcohol~~(haha drink more beer will do). Another suggestion is that to mutate the huikee sp. itself by ultrasonic wave(explore urself to more music i guess) plus UV light (maybe is some1 who light u up) so that it can produce muSicoPianOase (a type of highly effective enzyme) that can kill the contaminant bacteria itself and hence produce chlorophyll A instead of chlorophyll B or C like what happened in this experiment.

Therefore, no need to be so unsatisfied if you don't get what you expected, the important things is that you have carried out the experiment get the result, more importantly you learn what wrongs with you experiment (if you don't know, find it!).

Ok-finished my crapping haha :p. Anyway, hope u be happy always.

Aih.... Science student -_-"

I'm so disappointed...

I felt as if my heart crushed...

I got my results...

I got 1A, 6B n a C...

As u can tell...

I'm super unsatisfied with my result...

Honestly i felt happy cos i tot i worked hard and enough to get at least a few A's...

But things din work out tat way...

I had my own dreams.... I've things i wanted to achieve.... N i tot i'm sort stepping a TINY step out to reaching my target...

But somehow it falls bek to my our shell...

I dunno wat's wrong seriously....
Even my partner couldn't belief we got this kinda result...

Sigh....

Like i said before...

Words after failure are useless n worthles...

So...

I gonna shut myself up n do things i shld do ....

I wont fail myself again this time........






But i really feel like crying...

N i need hugzzz.......
Lots of them.....

T.T

It was harder... so much harder than i tot...

How i wish i am half Su Mei...

T.T