I wanna go home.... :'(

Miserable week....

Can i imagine u wake up every morning feeling that u haven even close your eyes yet?

Life's just a waste of our time....

That's how i feel...
Suppose to waking up fresh instead i had dizzy head with upset throat...

Y la now?! Y now only gimme such problems?!?

I've my term paper to do with Aural, Conducting, History and theory exam around the corner...
Not to mentioned musical starts next week... whole week i have to attend finals in the morning and performing in the evening....

If i had good rest i can cope....
But not now.... Feeling horrible....

I dun wanna to cry... i just cant help it~ if i cry i need more air which is so limited here....
But at least when i cry i cant feel a thing.....

I am so helpless...

Suddenly feel that i am extremely vulnerable....
I wanna ppl to take care of me...

I wan my mum... I wan her care and tenderness...

I am exhausted.... extremely tired....


I cant breathe......




HELP!!

I have to be strong... I cant bring more trouble for people around me...
Especially those who i loved so much.... :'(