25/12 is the most loveable date on Calender... *

Hmm.. how's ur holiday pals?

As usual.. i went to Spore... It's like a tradition where i need to go Spore for Xmas every year~
-_-..

I had a splendid holiday there!!

Lai lai...

Show u all the pictures i took on Christmas Eve....

oh ya!!
Saw this thingy in my cousin's hz..
Damn cute~ mini bubble gum machine..

TIGER!!!
My cousin brother's clock..

Hee..
okokok...

i went to Suntec City Mall...
N this is the so-called "Fortune Fountain"..

It's huge!! damn hard to take this photo...
N it says there if u go round the middle of the fountain...
It will bring u good luck n wealth

Well... a lot of ppl believe as u can see...

Y i din go??

See!! so many ppl Q-ing up...
U think i stupid izzit?! Q up for half and hour just to touch a few metal bars??!!

-_-"....


I saw this garden beside the mall...
Funny name~


But it's quite a nice place i can say....
A lot of ppl pak to inside...

T.T how envy...


After that,
We went to esplanade mall...
(Sorry this pic a bit blur... camera no batt d~)

Neva heard of it before??


Does this reminds u of something?

Some ppl name it "Durians"..
I bet u know why...

It's really damn sharp!!
The usage of this building is...
Actually same as Malaysia's MPO...

I think this building's cool!!

Come..

Let me show u...

We walked thru lots of corridors...
N i accidentally deleted them -_-"

Paise la...

My parents walked damn fast...
So i cant managed to snap lots of pictures...

Only those i have special feelings..
For some reason i like this kinda face portrait... kena cut half half that type.. ehhe


Ok.. i must explain this..
It's not because of my technic that this picture turned out blurr...

It's cause this pic is memang blur wan!!

Something cool...
This is how girls will rule the world in future...
Heee...


Damn cute!!
Little paper boys cried for help...

Yer!! hamsap!!
I dunno wat izzit actually... it's situated beside the beach girl...

Hehehe.... *drool*


Ok... this is inside the durian..Well... they put some X'mas decoration there...

It's special cos all the X'mas trees are made of cotton..

See??
I would like to wear them but it's just now my size...

Hmm...


Ok.. i know i look ugly with specs...
What to do?! i had red eyes that day cant wear contact... ~_~

Tat's y this is the only pic that u can see my face... haha

Outside the esplanade...

Big blue lights floating on water...

Well...
I was surprised to see underneath those blue floating lights...
It's actually the carpark!!

Cool design...


Somehow i love this picture...
If din really notice it...maby cant tell which is the reflection and which is the ground...

Finally my mum found the shop where she design the clothes for teddy bears to wear...
No wonder she wants to visit the durian la..~

Scarry bear!!
Damn big~ i think it's taller than me-_-"

Went to another shopping mall..
Marina Square





Man...
how can i keep fit with all these goodies around me?!!

So lucky to see live Jazz band!!

So unlucky my parents were rushing....
So i just managed to listen to hald a song and a blurred picutre... T.T


Well...

I guess that's all for my Christms Eve!!

How bout urs? ^-^

X'mas Party!! Band performance!!

17/12/2005
Jay's fren... uh~ i cant really remember his name..
i think is Zhen Yuan.. very far... haa..

Had a Christmas Paarrtty!!
(i saw the website only i know it's a Christmas party.. -_-)

Well, this is his picture...


N tis is the place we perform!


Dunno which sesat took tis picture...
Can see the balcony bars... -_-



Had very nice food before we started...
Eh? Kit sesat go where?
Oh ya.. i think he helped with the bass when another band is playing...



Yeah yeah~ our turn our turn!!
We sing from 9 something... i think...




Until.....





10:30p.m.??




I'm not sure...
But we sure played lots of songs that night ^-^ and non stop that type..
Waaaa...
Sing till i so high i feel like dancing!!
~Feng tao all the way~ hee*



This photo was taken when i sing "Cant Take my Eyes off u"
~i guess~



This wan...
I dunno wat song we playing..



This photo is taken when we played "Sweet Child of MIne~!!"
I love this song so much now!!

N i was so surprised to see the crowd cheers when we playing the intro of this song~
N I was so damn high and started singing even when the singing part haven reach yet~
Yer... paise la.. @#_#@

But poor Teck played the solo part till so tired that he need to sit down..
But he is cool.. he's cool all right~~ yish!!




Can imagine how tired he is not? So many pictures took seeing him sitting on the amp there...

Teck lu xi siao xi boh~!?!
Ah Juan, Ah Kit and Ah Soon feng tou violently behind there while u sitting there sweat till raining cats and dogs... -_-"

N Ah Juan did the correct thing by keep on kicking him to make him stand everytime he sat down~
*Juan... next time try to kick the head~*



I cant remember when i did this lame pose~~
I think it's when they're playing the intro of "Zombie"..
cos too long d i've nothing to do standing there..~
>_~*



Ah Soon!!!
I love the way he play drum~!!
"American Idiot" made the crowd crazy~~
Oh ya, he played and sing and the same time!



We also played "I believe in a thing called love"
Totally love this song too~!! ^-^

Zhen Yuan told me that this song was a killer!!
WooOOoo... shyok! *drool* hhehehe



At first i put the lyrics book at the wrong place...
Cant see the lyrics clearly~
So i sing "Sk8ter boi" till very sien...
And i invend the lyrics myself...wahaha...

Okok..!! i will start memorizing my lyrics.. -_-"



Our performance ended with "All the Small Things"
As u can see~ He's the one who sang it...

N i happily devouring food behind... hehe... Man~ i am gaining weight... T.T



~Another full band picture~

Well... i still prefer the first one we took...
More natural... (:

But anywayz, i really had a GREAT time that day!!

RoXXxXX~!!!

My confidence increase by 60.71% n i hope more performances will fall on us soon...
(hopefully in future can collect money la.. heheh >.<*)

My Christmas Wishes!!

Right...

Here's the list...

1. Perfume
2. Presents from the frens i give presents to!
(hey, i want something too k...uh.. please... >.*)
3. Dining at Italiannis...
(I dun care who date me as long as i get my food.. heheh)
4. External hardisc!!
5. Mickey Mouse bag
6. Dye my hair

Well... basically just sign me a cheque... with signature but without amount...

Yeah~

I am dreaming...

N i dun wanna wake up...

Big deal..

Haha....

i need hugz....

Finally got to online... after so many days...

I cried just now...

No,it's sobbing actually...
when i was doing helping mum doing chores when i reached home from KL..

I was surprised to know tat i cry because i feel unwell... Because only kids cry when they are sick to tell adults that they feel uncomfortable..

Apart from it is cos i am frustrated, reason?
Thou i feel so terribly unwell, i still help with those hzwork (I did that just to shut my mum up... i really cant stand her nagging.. driving me nuts) while sis sat nicely watching tv...

N i scolded myself for weeping...

I hate to see myself cry cos i feel weak n useless...

N when i feel weak i tend to find a shoulder to lend on...
I must be learn to be independant..

This whole day i feel so fucking dizzy n wanted to vomit so badly...

I feel really sick n ppl around me just dun give a damn...

Fine~

Still need to work tml...

T.T

I need hugss...

I know it's lame.....

Normally i will think these kinda mail is nonsense n i will basically just throw them into recycle bin...

But somehow today when i read this i have feelings..
(Damn~ i use feeling for everything.. even when i am buying something -_-" ehhe~ my frens shld know that..)

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

<>如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
<>是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾

注定緣份滴情人不需要約定

只要真心真意滴對待眼前滴你‧‧‧‧

只願陪伴著你直到你不愛你‧‧‧‧‧

Oh ya.. i wonder how's Su Mei~ she sent me a msg and i think i told her that i wanna speak to her but i waited in front of my com so many days for her to online but cant see her also...

Hope ur relationship is doing fine gal... ^-^

Funny conversation...

Well, while i was typing my feelings with really wrenched body...

Someone from my school (UCSI fellows u all sure know who izzit..) made me laugh till i wanna cry...

Ok... curious bout our conversation?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
Hey leng lui..

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yo

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so surprised to see u here...
haha

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
holiday din go any place play??

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I'm in muar now~ need to work..

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
Oh... muar is kampung?????????

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no

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
where is muar?

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Somewhere near malaka

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muar is not kampong

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
muar in melaka?

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no, in johor

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
johor? xinsan in johor also?

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ya, JB in johor also..

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But Johor not beside Thailand lo for goodness sake

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
Haha... i say this cos i wan to kao u...

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har?!

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
now i know u are not kindergarden standard...

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excuse me?! kindergarden?!

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
finish aledi!!!

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good for u then

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
copy and paste from the web site and let the girls to finish it,wahaha

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
did u watch wrestling??

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har?

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-_-"

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no..

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
eddie is died aledi.....

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not interested

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who's eddie?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
1 of my favourite wrestler

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oh..

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
only 38 years old

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did u cry>?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
i hug my pilow and cry and screm ur name

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
haha

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my name?

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guan ngo me shi?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
bcos i saw eddie face i only can think ur face in my mind

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...............

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
how a humanface can same like some1

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what?!

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
unbelieveable

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eh.. are u drunk?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
u can go to wwe.com and check

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
i didn blough u

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bluff

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
i text u only wahahah

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test

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
tat means test lo..heheheh

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oh...

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
tonight turn on ur astro 80 at 10pm

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
watch it,very touch

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touch?

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watch wrestling can cry?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
u never know actually wrestling like a sad and romantic story..

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wahahahhahahahahahhahahah!!!!!

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this is the joke of the century!!

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waahah

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
i watch wwe around 10 year,i din miss any show

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
i collect the cd

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
almost expert liao

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cool....

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what?!

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u start watching when u a re 9"?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
tat time i watch wcw,than standard6 i change watch wwf than watch ecw and than change to wwe

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uh.......

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
every mounth i will buy at least 1 wwe vcd

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
wwe also got many leng lui

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leng lui?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
36 25 36

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big breast gal u mean?

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i tot is 38-42?

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
beautiful leg

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
they try b4 wrestling til the bra drop liao

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
really very big

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-_-"

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
hehe

LeGenD_KiLlEr says:
is time to watch wwe liao!!bye bye

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K.. see ya


p/s: everything u just read it's original and no changes had made....

I wish i can lost my memory..

Ya, like what my title says.. i would like to lost my memory...

What happened again u ask?

I would like to know what happen myself too..

My mum cried in front of me again..

fucking shit~ i dun even know what i have done..

I just know tat my relatives complaint bout me again... and it breaks her heart...

I know she's heartache when ppl try to say something to hurt me~ i know tat mum... and i feel

heartache too myself although i really dun think tat i've done anything wrong..

Well.. not entirely nothing wrong anywayz...

I wish to talk to someone who understands my situation cos i've no streght to repeat that long story of my family rules...

Ok, i must write out some of the things.. which are easier to understand.. since my chest is really burning and it's gonna explode soon..

Some of my closest relatives think that i am a very playful girl and my mum tolerates me too much, giving me too much feedom for me to do my stuff... and i just keep on wasting my parent's money..

Dammit~!!! ok, i admit that i kinda use a lot of money in my holiday cos i went shopping... but~ shit~.. i dunno wat to say...

This time it's cos i said i wanna join a dance class.. WITH my cousin sommore~

And they think i am not mature enough to actually thinking of joining dance class in this moment cos i am still a student n i'm wasting my mum's money..

I'm not mature cos i am wasting my mum's money for my own pleasure..

WTF?!

It's my holiday now k?~ dammit~~~!

U'll neva understand my feelings... i've being watched by my family since young.. well, thanks to my mum who tells everyone bout my story (especially when i have bf) but i din blame her cos i know she needs someone to talk to and my relatives are the only bunch of ppl she can think of...

But i dun understand y they say i am playful girl who fool around all the times?!!!??!

Fucking shit.

Why?! cos i am the first to have bf when no girl in my entire family has in such young age?! Well.. they're smart cos they neva tell...

I am stressed out.. every move i took every thing i did were being watched and ppl comment too much....

People whom i loved so much complaint bout me..

Do u know how that feels?!

It's more deadly than taking a knife and stab urself in the heart...

I love my aunts... seriously, from the depths of my heart... But what they did was hurting me...

Y cant they try to understand me...?

I believe that human just live once... I wanna do somehting i like when i'm still young..

Maybe i din consider much...

Maybe i am really naive and not mature...

But...

Just... stop hurting my mum...

I really dun wish to see her cry...

And i wanna be free....

I'm so stress....

~I really tried my best to be a perfect daughter~

Wondering how....

Been wanted to write this post since last week..

Man, how i'm glad to be back to hostel that Thrusday
(ok! i know my holiday just started -_-")

Well, I was thrilled and pleased to say that i am glad to see my hostel frens..

Which include my lpz(haha, i copy LC), darlin Pei Saan, Qi Yu, n course Carolyn!
and of course my skol mates! ^-^

Hmm.. i wanna thanks Pei Saan, Carolyn n lpz for ''protecting'' me the other night...
First time in my life i understand the feeling of having gfs' there for me~ :)
n i can tell u have lots of fun hanging up my ex's phone that day ya naughty Pei Saan.. :p
hee...

After having girls' talk with them, i realize i wasn't myself lately...

I accept love, but not entirely with open heart...

I'm scared...

Shit~ this is not wat i wanted to write bout...

Ok...

Uh.. did i mentioned i took up Latin dance course?

hehaha~! can imagine ur face when u see tis...

Ya, i took up 2 months Latin dance...

Y?

I tryin to be sexy... perhaps?

haha~

But i love Salsa more thou~

Anyone tried Latin dance before?

It's really fun... except u have to grab a partner in ur arm.. which is a guy~
And... i think i need to stock up my deodorant...

hahaa!! it's so disgusting to hold someone who sweats like a ... squid?

haha~

Anyhow...

Suddenly no mood...

Buai~!

My BIG project...

To be continue......