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# 45, 我可以放心地拋棄妳
早一點離去的那個人, 才能夠早一點認清 : 不管遭遇到了什麼關卡, 人最不能放棄的, 始終是自己.



我愛你, 因為即使我宣告放棄了, 你也還是契而不舍的努力.



緣起緣滅, 本來就不是我們所能控制的. 緣盡時, 首先 離去的那個人, 總是比較幸福. 因為, 早一點離去, 才能夠早一點看清: 不管遭遇到了什麼關卡, 人最不能放棄的, 始終是自己.

Here's the answer!!

Alright!! here's the answer u've been waiting for!!

Well well, let's see..

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Ppl who choose...

Red tea hope to be with me :p

Green tea thinks that i'm his/her's best pal!

Coffee have a crush on me *blush*

Milk loves me the most!

Coke thinks i'm his/her first love >.<"

Orange juice thinks that i am his/her friend~

Soup cares bout me!

Cocktail wish to have sex with me!! *faint*

Water depends on me ^-^


I look bek to those comments my frens left for me.... hmmm...
Hehe.. u know wat u choosed la~

But how come nobody choose Soup?!

or Milk?! haiz...

What a day!

Well.. before i talk bout wat i did yesterday...

I saw this guy's friendster... Uh, i dunno how shld i address him..
He's once someone very special for me...

Once la.

Well...

He wrote things inside his friendster made me feel sad n tot bout my ex-bf...
For a few seconds...

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Okie!! back to normal..

Ok, tell u ppl...

Yesterday was the most extraordinary , most exciting, most adventurous, most thrilling, most painful and most dirrrtttyyyy day of my life!!

Man,

First of all...

I went for filming.. the very last and the very first scene...

Well, basically i need to act a girl who died cause kena langgar kereta (or motor?)

So, me waited for Juan to fetch me...

Then both of us bersemangat go Giant buy necessary stuff to make fake blood~
Heee... i wanted to take picture and show u all the methods i used to make blood... but i dun have camera =(

But trust me! I'm pure genius!! wahahhaa

Then, we go to Titiwangsa, a very very nice park ter to shoot the first scene...

Well, it went quite well.. just that i NG lots of times >.<" Till teck wanna side kick me.... haha Then, me and Long Quan snap a few photos and we went to find a suitable place for us to die...
-_-

But tat time Juan need to go bek off... so guess wat?

I terpaksa sit motor!!!

Mahai~ i cant really remember when's the last tym i sat on a motor... i just know that i very scare of sitting on motor~!!freaky~!!

OKok, Finally found a place for us to die...

Aiks~ rain starts to shower down on us...

But wat to do~ still need to act...

So me and Long Quan pour the fake blood to each other... and it's pretty scary!! hehe... i am proud of myself!! wahhaha...

Then!! i need to lay on the dirty, muddy, wet road there pretend to be a dead person..

Well, can u imagine? it'z raining and i still need to lie there motionless and waiting for LQ to come grab my hand.. -_- Teck told me he heard someone shouting "faster!faster! i wanna die d!!" in the video...

Yala, of course is me... i summore remain motionless when i shouted... so the voice is like coming out of nowhere.. haha

Wa... that kinda feeling... not every1 can understand.... ppl who passed by us stared at us one kind...

Then, LQ fetch me bek to Teck's hz, to clean up my ''wound'', on motor! without helmet!!

Wa, i tell u~ i seriously scream till the tayar also nearly burst.. and i think LQ feel like slap me also~ wahhaa..

Then i notice there was a police car behind us...

I *fainted*

Ok.... then i went to Teck's hz... i feel like jumping into a well and live v Samara when he asked me to take shower in their bathroom... Wa... i think got maggots inside~ yyeeehwwwhhwh~~!@$#@^

But lucily Mimi let me use his bathroom... @_@

And i spend quite some time to wash away my blood... if not later i go LRT there ppl sure force me go hospital.. and now still got a bit stain... aiks~ -_-

Then i went to Shaunnie's farewell party...

Man... i gonna miss him man~ his retarded voice and idiotic movements which looks like South Park character.. ahaha! Man.... Really Shuan... i will miss u... and really really really sorry that i forget to bring ur present to u! i swear i prepared it 2 months ago!!!!! AaaAAaAAAaa~

Well,

I was attacked by rain whole day... sit on motor.. and took 45 min LRT to reach Shuan's party~ I was exhausted...

See la Shuan.. i was wet and cold in LRT and waited so long in the station ter just cos to see u man!!

U shld feel touched~ hehehe...

Finally reached there... but i sat alone there like sohai, watching Malaysian Idol~ iskh~ but still... quite fun also la.. hee...

Then... oh ya!! now only i rememeber!!

Ladies and gentlemen...

i fell down and broke my toe nail... and it was fucking painful!!! Really pain till my tears nearly burst out~!! i screaming like hell inside toilet....

And now only i rememeber y i fell down...
Cos Kit came and fetch me... in order not to make him wait too long i kinda skip when i walk and ended up fell down~

And that heartless fellow still laugh at me till i feel like bitting his head off!!

Ok.. nvm...

I followed Kit for band... uh... but not our band practice... i just so happened to be ter >.< " And i sat ter online a while till my ex called me... and they practice their stuff... and i only sang one song... Honestly i feel like perform for the Taylor's thingy lo~ sing one song also i dun mind.. (desparate huh??)

But they only need guitarist~ -_-" Sad....

Guess they jammed (got such word?) till wat time?

4 in the morning...

Tat tym seriously i look like a dead person... but uptown there seriously is a sleepless street...
Got pasar malam 4 o'clock in the morning?! wat the heck~~~ Man... humans are so incredible..

Anywayz...

I neva had a sleepless night since the Genting trip... Man...

I can feel my tense muscles crying for help...

Man.. i cannot continue life like this seriously i will die of dehydration... uh.. ok, it's not really related..

Just be patient and i will show pictures we took in filming~ hehee...

See? it's really the most amazing day i had in my whole life!!


Man,

I need rest.

About someone...

Today...

I wanna talk bout someone very special...

Guess who's tat?

Well..

She's....

My hostel fren, as well as my course mate..

Qi Yu

Ya.

You.

Well,y she's the most ''special'' girl i've ever met..??

First of all,

1. I neva use 1 whole week to remember someone's name..

2. She's the very very first person i saw who use her teeth to eat ice-cream!! Wa!! it's really very very scary to see her eat those cone ice-cream.. can see teeth marks there!! geli~~ i 1 bite also cannot tahan..

3. She told me yesterdat that she actually used iron to iron her hair before!!! *faint*

4. She laugh....... silently... cannot hear a thing seriously... creeeeeppppyyy....

5. And she likes colour with very 'oldie' feel... haha~

I missed out one..

6. She type SMS using all captital letters! Seriously first time when i receive her SMS i tot got ppl wanna scold me~ -_-!!


Haha!! dun angry la my dear~ It'z something i notice inside u...

Hee... let me show u how she look like..


This was the first pic i ever took with her... I guess...


There..


This time no need point right~


Haha!!! sure cannot forget tis!! damn cute!


Well..

I decided to ki siao a bit~


I put my own pic! damn.. i still like my old hair style la~~ *sniff*
Heee... Siao Hui~ u'll be next! >)

Ok.. enough of those crap..


But seriously...


She's someone i have 'feel' towards... (U shld know wat i mean.. i always say this to you)

But pls! Not lesbianny thinking towards her ok?!

She' s that kinda girl who i got feeling that i had towards Stefy (my best fren for life~)...


Cos i really like her character..


(although nowadays she very keng at 'boomin' ppl n laugh with hearable noise....
maybe influence by me :p hehe)

Sucky day

Stand by and let me scream for 5 sec...

AAaaaAAaAaaAaAaAaaaaAAaaAaaAaaAAAaaAAaAaaaa
AAAaAAaAAaaaaAAAaaAAaAaAaaaAaaaaaAAAaaAAaa
AAaAaAaaaaaAaaAaAAAAaaaAAaAAAAaaaAaaaaaAAA
aaAAaaAAaAaAaaaaaAa!!!!!!

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AAaAaAaaaaaAaaAaAAAAaaaAAaAAAAaaaAaaaaaAAA
aaAAaaAAaAaAaaaaaAa!!!!!!.......

Ok u are stupid~


Anywayz,

I drag my wrenched body tag along with tiredness which crawled beneath my skin and my eye lids are weight 1000 tan...

To skol for class which goes on for 5 and a half hours...
non stop

Nvm...

Both teachers ki siao gave POP QUIZ... But i can hardly feel a thing cos too tired...

But luckily i can answer those Ques...

Ok...
Later on,

I waited Teck n Juan for filming...

Mana tau...

Rain.

Therefore Long Chuan cant reach my place and so the filming session was cancelled and i was hangging half way dunno whether shld slip o practice piano... And tat time i got a little pissed and my mood started to messed up cos i tot he give up filming and i started to feel frus...

Ok...
NVM...

Someone in student council called and ask me to drop by..

And guess wat?

I was scolded by the stupid lady who i dun even know her name and she was so fierce... kinda like a bulldog trying to chase those little creature away from her territory...
(Jay.. u are responsible for tis...)

And said that she'll contact my family and wadever shit...

Damn fucking pissed off!!!!!!!

NVM!!!

and i was so so so fucking angry and i dunno y i was so angry tat tym..

That i marched down the stairs to open that damn door and i cut my finger!!!

Tiny piece of flash came off and it's bleeding...

I din really feel that pain but when i went bek to room sleeping that time i know it's bleeding till I can see spots of blood on the surface of my plaster ..

PAIN!!!

Wa...

NVM again!!!!

I finally get myself some rest (while Teck's song still running continously in my head... -_-!! freaky) and my roommate sesat burst into the room and on the light!!

Mahai~! i tried so hard to get myself to slip and was woken by someone.. my blood was really boiling that tym.. but i din do anything..

Finally my roomate spotted i cover my eyes with my hand and she off the light and went out...

Peace again..

BUT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Idiot Calvin missed call me and woke me up after i "trying-so-hard" to fell asleep...
And keep sms me although i ask him
not to disturb me...

Seriously...

If he's somewhere around me..


Trust me I will use my knife and stab him till he dies...

I am so fucking pissed off...

Messed up day! and tomolo got Quizzzeessss again! and Mid-Term next week...

I cant breathe

Try this!

Fellows...

Answer this question...

What kind of drink I am to U?

1. Red tea
2. Green tea
3. Coffee
4. Milk
5. Coke
6. Orange Juice
7. Soup
8. Cocktail
9. Water

p/s : Dun simply choose~ It's important -_-

Saan Mui's birthday~!!

Heee.... It was Saan Mui's birthday!!


All of us bersemangat go to Sunway...


A Tuk very horny....


Melampau la us... she's still driving~

Finally...


Reached Halo cafe...



Hee... Paise... damn broke lately... Only can afford this small piece of cake..


But still it's enough for everyone!

But must take one silly photo first only can eat.. -_-!! Pei Saan ba bai~ cos is her bday


Wahaha! My lou po damn cute..


~ Ting mui ~










Hmmm! so happy!

Walao... go Halo Cafe cannot share drink...

Hee... but we dun care!

I must show tis!

Waahahaha~
Zi Mui! dun ki siao ar~~I can imagine their face when i put this picture.. wahhaa


U know y? cos he's the 12 cm guy~ hahah! dun jealous la lou po... He's a... and me uh... aiya.. u know la.. yucks! geli~~ :p

Ok la... put all my sistahs' pictures! hehe... (I'm the oldest among them ... T_T)

See i so ba bai, ppl's birthday i get kiss..

Can feel the happiness i have...?? hmmm...




I did the pig face again..






This is my favourite picture among all!!


See? that's the present i gave her! It's a very nice watch..

Time passes damn fast...
It's the time to go home d..


Sien..


Chin Ting said that she looked like a christmas tree... Sesat..

Oh ya,
see this guy...





See? Took with with those gals do so cute expression...

But with me..

-_-!!


Not forgetting to give my darling a big hug!!





See?! I told u he horny liao lo!!
Look at his hand! muahaha...

Pei Saan darling~

*HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!*

oppsss... not suppose to tell the age ya? Hee...

Oh ya!! She damn ba bai lo~ because of her b'day... we were late to reach hostel... and so... blacklisted... haiz... But nvm la.. I forgive u... hehe ^-^

A little messenge for u:
Hey.. u look sad on ur birthday... Dun be sad ya gurl... U always gimme support when i was down... especailly lately... so many things happened to me... and thanks a lot for caring bout me... And thanks all my hostel frens also! mucks*

Time is bad nowadays.. (piggy head)

See... this is the consequence of spending too much...


Have to ask my ''lou po'' cut hair for me~


On the stair case there...

Iskh...



AaaAAaAaa~~ i screaming all the way man!
So scary... i can see the scissors moving in front of my eyes...

And all my hair fell off!!

Wondering how i look like?

Walao! I seriously look like pig la~!!



There...

A big kiss for my dearest lou po!!

For willing to take me as a guinea pig and cut my hair in the middile of the night! hahaha... mucksss!

Damn i seriously looook like PIG

Yesterday night...

I spend the whole night sitting at the staircase....

Crying alone...

I am such a selfish bitch...

Seriously..........

Y am i hurting him? he loves me so so much...... He loves me so much that he accepts all my weaknesses...

Accept me for being unreasonable most of the time

I ruined everything...

I always run away from my problems.. I dun wanna solve my problems... I just wanna run away and dun have the courage to face it....

I am indecisive ALWAYS...

I still have feelings towards him....

But i dun wanna be together with him.......

Cos I'm a bit-ach!

My fren asked me to think of how badly he treated me last tym... when i complaint to them...
Honestly,

I cant remember a thing...

All the things inside my mind was those sweet things he did to me..

And how terribly deep i hurt him..

Seriously speaking.... I dun think i can find another guy who can love me so so much from the bottom of his heart..... Man....And i know he'll neva changed...

WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!?!?!?!!

I need a helping hand... but i dun dare to find my frens anymore... they'll probably think i am very very troublesome......

The person i tot of when i was crying yesterday was Pei Saan... I need her...

But in the end i din call her too...

I'm too ashamed

Come Come...

Welcome to my humble home...

Well, actually tot of showing the whole hz but no time to take those pic...

So, just show u where i rest my head in my house...


No, not that big bed there...


Ya, the so-call bed under the window... It's actually not really a bed..


It's actually just a space enough for one person to sleep... underneath the window... So every morning the sun will shine direction into my eyes >.<" See!!


Part of my precious... (The others inside cabinet... lazy to take out...)


Hmmm... Love them so so much... Too bad cant bring them all to my hostel... hehe... only the Snoopy my ex gave me is sleeping with me everyday...


This wan also one of his gift... i love it cos it's a pig and it's pink.. although i dun really like pink..

But my favourite is this!

My Garfield~! cos it's hamsap and lazy... I had this since i was 8 years old... It's a present from my aunt... and i still kept it nicely although a few wiskes dropped d la..


This is the bathroom..


Clothing place...


This is the other bed...


This belongs to my sis...

Did i mentioned that my whole family sleep together ^_^?

Hey, show u something....


I love this clock! The person who gave me said that this thingy cannot be found in Malaysia... I wonder it is real?


Guess what? Inside this bottle, there're 237 hearts which are made of Hall's candy wrapper...

ALL of those, i made it myself!!
And it's for my mum's 45th birthday! Chun not?


My dad's favourtite fish... Name's Dragon Fire...
He fished it...

It's very very long... but this fish look like pig! seriously!



This is snail... also caught by my dad -_-"

Well... that's all... other parts i will introduce eventually... lazy wanna take photo.. haha...

Ciaoz`