Yesterday night...
I spend the whole night sitting at the staircase....
Crying alone...
I am such a selfish bitch...
Seriously..........
Y am i hurting him? he loves me so so much...... He loves me so much that he accepts all my weaknesses...
Accept me for being unreasonable most of the time
I ruined everything...
I always run away from my problems.. I dun wanna solve my problems... I just wanna run away and dun have the courage to face it....
I am indecisive ALWAYS...
I still have feelings towards him....
But i dun wanna be together with him.......
Cos I'm a bit-ach!
My fren asked me to think of how badly he treated me last tym... when i complaint to them...
Honestly,
I cant remember a thing...
All the things inside my mind was those sweet things he did to me..
And how terribly deep i hurt him..
Seriously speaking.... I dun think i can find another guy who can love me so so much from the bottom of his heart..... Man....And i know he'll neva changed...
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!?!?!?!!
I need a helping hand... but i dun dare to find my frens anymore... they'll probably think i am very very troublesome......
The person i tot of when i was crying yesterday was Pei Saan... I need her...
But in the end i din call her too...
I'm too ashamed
I spend the whole night sitting at the staircase....
Crying alone...
I am such a selfish bitch...
Seriously..........
Y am i hurting him? he loves me so so much...... He loves me so much that he accepts all my weaknesses...
Accept me for being unreasonable most of the time
I ruined everything...
I always run away from my problems.. I dun wanna solve my problems... I just wanna run away and dun have the courage to face it....
I am indecisive ALWAYS...
I still have feelings towards him....
But i dun wanna be together with him.......
Cos I'm a bit-ach!
My fren asked me to think of how badly he treated me last tym... when i complaint to them...
Honestly,
I cant remember a thing...
All the things inside my mind was those sweet things he did to me..
And how terribly deep i hurt him..
Seriously speaking.... I dun think i can find another guy who can love me so so much from the bottom of his heart..... Man....And i know he'll neva changed...
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!?!?!?!!
I need a helping hand... but i dun dare to find my frens anymore... they'll probably think i am very very troublesome......
The person i tot of when i was crying yesterday was Pei Saan... I need her...
But in the end i din call her too...
I'm too ashamed
58 comments:
walao... did these people read what inside? still doinging advertisment...
Hui Kee... people cannot live without memory. In life we have a lots of different memory, some good, some bad, some sweet and etc. you have to love your past but you are still alive!! if you always take your sadness alone with you then you will never see your future and you will just keep on continue to be like this. the world is so big dont limit it till just only your ex-bf is the only one that you love and he love you! thats silly! every one fall before, but why everybody still can married and have their own family? people who love you is every where but just only waiting you to love him. now you are ingore the world and making your self to be like a shit!create you future and love your future! then you can be happy and joyful every day.
hui kee... awwwwww *hugs*... poor hui kee...
Hey hun... Thanks a lot... Hugs to u too ^-^ mucks...
Jay... U scolded me when i was extremely helpless and when i need friend most.... and now u are ignoring me...
U know how sad i am? T_T
strongly agree with what kit mentioned..don't waste ur time on thiking all the past thing n things that occured..once u have decide, just let it blow smoothly..look forward..u hav still a long long way to go.that's just a little part of ur life..that've been a history for u..everything's waiting for u..as what u post in ur blog..u will achieve what u had dreamt for one day..just prove it n action but don't drag it.if not u'll notice ppl around u in the running race turn their head to c u.n the distance getting further n further. yes, that's sure for everyone suffer in lost ppl beside them..it's very normal n common sense 1st thing will b sad n cry spontaneously..but everything hav limit..somemore that's ur own decision..don't stuck urself on this stage..just cross it by ur power .to achieve ur dream.u know u can do it..if u want ppl to help u 1st u hav to stop digging the trap which is for urself..deep wishing for u fren..
who is this? he know im ah kit? .... Hui Kee... im not ignore you, i also dunno why im scolding you so hard... i just want you to be smile always and dont waste your time for those people who not really you needed. wake up! i know 1st love is very pain. what ever, past is past, just let it past...
I think that's my "screen bf"..
BUt not necessary to scold me ma!!! very very hurt d u sommore scold me!! i very sad lo.. u dunno only... wan me smile stil scold me! what's ur problem?~! Then how long u wanna ignore me har?! >( T_T so sad....................
haha......u got same prob with jay....ha...u two so sucks!!love not future....wake up pal....[stif]
i guess that Ah Juan! Cause Seldom people will call me Ah Kit one lo~
Stif!!! at least sometimes i look back is too see how far o leave the past but not to go back!
O_o?! So surpirsed to see u here stif... summore say i sucks?! wa....... die d la....
Siao liao lo... I forever single la lidat?
I think that fellow is Long Quan la.. Ah Juan dunno my blog..
don't care about who am i..
the most important thing is u got the point..
Hui Kee!!! which SoHai is that!? .... dint mention his name and keep on talking.
sorry la Hui Kee~ so how you going to punish me? SM?
SLAP u jay!
zzzz....hui kee...is time to sleep liau lo..dot think too much..because after "ho se..""ho liau""hou yeah.."then is..."ho kun"
good nite
wei..hui kee!!y this guy know im call ateck??y he know "ho kun"??anyways,,,u r the best actor..n good composer ......alhough oledi waste a lot of my filem....but finally still act good...n compose a good song n lyrics,,,u r the best u know...??
she is sesat funny actor! only can appear in comedy flim! hehe~ horror too~ by the way i still prefer she to be the comedy type!
Wei Teck... dun fong fei kei me i will fucking kill u... i did so much for the film dun tell me later u dun wanna film d and cancel tis thing i sure kill u~
Wa... i seriously had lots of sleepless day.... i wanna SLEEP!!! terrible complexsion
how is the flim going so far? remember to save a copy for me and NG part too~ i want to laugh~
lanjiao!!!jay sucks...hui kee u better dont learn from him.....dont be a bitch!!
but i think u same suck with jay....ha..ha...love is ur everything. [stif]
-_-!! i wont learn from him dun worry..
Stif.. u everytym leave msg sure scold me sucks... WTF~ N love is not my everything!! food is!!!
FOOD!!!!?
because after "ho se..""ho liau""hou yeah.."then is..."ho kun"
time to sleep...zzzzz becoz i like "ho kun".......
ei.. hui kee.... how r u n litter ku ku jiao??? litter ku ku jiao is a nice man.. who always "gu sai" ppl one.....
I cant survive without food... so food is my everything!! guys are troublesome!!! ar~!#@!%#@$#%& (PMS)
A Teck.. stop talking language i dun understand.. gua ma si ai kun... tapi bo shi gan kun.. an jua ho..?? zho mi lu meng gua ka yi? hou seh~ guo mmm zai la... si kiao kiao -_-
i ask u litter ku ku jiao u tell me si kiao kiao, lin lao zang, litter ku ku jiao si kiao kiao, ho seh!!!! zi bai mah ho seh liao, mai ko kun..
when litter ku ku jiao meet O kee, Litter ku ku jiao will become tua lan jiao, zi bai mah ho seh liao...
kun kun kun, zit ni sa beh lap zap go zit, lu ta gang kun, lu si beh sian a si boh....
litter ku ku jiao become tua lan jiao.. ho seh ho seh.... ~juan~
wah.... you two... what the fuck!? is Jay! JAY! not kukujiao or lan jiao la~ Huuuuuuuuu!!!!!!
gua mana wu ta gang kun la?! gua bo si kan kun a~
Haiz... dun pollute my blog with those bad words la pls..
darling...r u sot wan ar???how come u feel ashamed???
if u need sumone to talk to....i will always b there...don feel ashamed...
don keep all the things inside ur heart...!!!!
no matter how happy u r in front of me...oso no use...
don try to escape...try to face it...don always think tat he is the best...there r still lots of good guys beside of u...
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