I never felt so embarassed in my whole life...

I had a horrible, dreadful day...

My mind can't think and the horrible scene just keep on playing and playing in my mind which is really driving me crazy. I feel like some idiot who went for Malaysian Idol's audition and was showed to the whole world on TV...

Although i really wanted someone to listen to me...

But i think words after failures are just excuses which make u look more like an idiot....

Well, thanks Sean for laughing there when i screw everything up..

And thanks Jenny for asking me why am i so nervous....
(i really do appreciate that, cos u're the only person who talks to me before i left the room..)

And sorry for all the footprints i stomp on those walls outside practice room...

I feel so ashamed to face everyone...

Especially my voice teacher...

Seriously, my confidence dropped to 0 today...

I played piano sucks, I sing like shit.....

I dunno what i am good at honestly~

I believe something which sounds :"Everyone was sent to Earth for a mission."

Well,

Why am i here?! I am good at nothing!

damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it !!


Dun worry, I won't give up..

I will neva give up.