Stress is really breaking my soul apart..

I can't remembered when's the last time i had dinner alone..


Yup, i ate alone tonight..



Qi Yu and d gang went to Mc D w/out me..

But luckily she still remembered to pack one for me... :]

Anywayz,

Tis feeling is like.. last year when i was studying in Taylor's...


So alone.


Everynight i'll mostly be alone that time... unless my bf came to find me...

Now,

I glance around me and i see...
Books and papers everywhere, surrounded by heavy dust and the leftover of my McD is still on the table...


Man, what a life i am havin now~


Listening to Avril's song for the band practice tomolo....
(How come the more i listen the more lonely i feel? *sigh..*)

I cant remember since when i hate eating dinner alone, or watch movie alone...

I just hate this feeling...

I need ppl around me... seriously 24/7 i need ppl around me...

Gosh~ aural homework really tearing me apart...

N Su Mei din reply my msg...
Neither do Jier Lin or Jay...

N pls dun let the lesbian call me again~ *Amen...*

Damn..

My soul is so fucking wrenched.....

p/s: Please remember me next time k? I hate to be left out... I feel so not important... always