Aidilfitri reminds me of how much pork i ate...

I am so fucking tired after playing for so many days.

U just went back home and i still waiting for the call to tell me that u reached.

I feel so wrenched.

Lots of mosquito bites.

The itches are really irritating.

Mum lectured me whole night.

I have to think over bout myself.

I need to change.

Seriously i need to change.

I am lost cos i din return home for so long.

I need to face the wall and think of my behaviour.

U still haven call me yet.

I wish i can change, mum. I really do.

I'm trying so hard sometimes to remember what u taught me.

I've been a bad girl and i disgraced u like what u've told me.

Should i call u?

I'm lost and desparate for some reason.

I wanna be a better girl.

I wanna be a better person.

Please dun let me dream of Resident Evil again, it's really freaking me out.