What's wrong with me?!

Have u people noticed that i actually updating my blog everyday??

Damn.. I'm bored to death...

Well, my bf is obviously too bz again..

Sigh* dunno what else to say man...

U see... (sigh again~) I apparently waited bout 2 weeks to see him for a couples of hours and now i have to wait another 2 weeks again..
Seriously, missing and waiting to see the person that u love is so bloody torturing... and i meant it.. (dead serious)

What makes me real sad is....

I actually told him bout my blog, but he dun seem to be interested to read it ! so fucking sad =(

Is he :

a) Too busy
b) Not interested of any shit that i did
c) He forgets (yeah right..)
d) Again, too busy with his work
or
e) Flirting with other gals (hmm... quite impossible.. so, this is cancelled)

So, which one is it? vote! vote!

Damn! I'm just so bloody bored and bored really kills me! I'll start thinking bout him and this... really makes him sick =(

I remembered once he told me that he's that kinda guy who will concern more bout his work less bout gf.. Seriously, this sucks!

I know this is good for his future.. but not totally good for relationship k? (I dun understand why i get so worked up?! I guess i just cant bear to let him dump me aside.. and i dun wanna it to happen. Summore he'll spend endless hours in lab.. these are driving me crazy!!!)

Actually, we don't seem to have so much pro before.. But, after SAM, our problems seems to arose... damn..

After SAM, we went back hometown.. And that's the time he started to kill monster! and u know what's his excuse for that? "Cos U're travelling most of the time (going KL and Spore) and I feels bored so i played it with my frens.."

Well, so will he go find another GF if i cant company him and he's bored? (WTF?!)

How bout me?! When i'm bored all alone in d middle of nowhere (most of the times) and no frens to spend time with! or even tok to anyone..And i hate to be left out! So,all i can do is think bout him or finding ways to talk to him and stuff..
But all i did just bring pressure and stuff to him.. *Sob Sob Sob Sob*

Fine!

I took advice from Hui Ming.. It's actually not ALL my fault...

I know he's tired and under pressure.. maybe after i start skol.. I'm the one who will ignore him... yeah~ right >)

But... all i wish is he'll stay the same as he was... He used to do so many many things for me...

And i missed that...

I really do..