I miss my family...

I feel bad this morning...

when i listen to Bob Carlisle's Butterfly Kisses..

Hey my SAM fellows~ still remember this song? Ya i still remember how much Emily loves this song...

I feel bad cos i've not been going home for quite a few weeks...

I know my sis misses me and my mum too... and..

I can still remember my mum told me my father is very happy everytime he knows i'm going home.. Although he din show it out directly... But still...

But I neglacted all those and refused to go home...

And i din sms my mum so often like i did last tym.. half of it is cos i am so busy and stuff...

But i actually forget my dad's b'day this year~ i feel darn bad...

In case for those who doesn't know bout this song... Here it is..

Butterfly Kisses

There's two things I know for sure.

She was sent here from heaven, and she’s daddy’s little girl.

As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,She talks to Jesus, and I close my eyes.

And I thank God for all the joy in my life, But most of all...

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.

Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.

"Walk beside the pony daddy, it’s my first ride.""I know the cake looks funny, daddy, but I sure tried."

Oh, with all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right.

To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet sixteen today.

She’s looking like her momma a little more every day.

One part woman, the other part girl.

To perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.

Trying her wings in a great big world.

But I remember...Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.

Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.

"You know how much I love you daddy, but if you don’t mind,I’m only going to kiss you on cheek this time."

With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right.
To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precise time.

Like the wind, the years go by.

Precious butterfly, spread your wings and fly.

She’ll change her name today.

She’ll make a promise, and I’ll give her away.

Standing in the bride room just staring at her.

She asked me what I’m thinking, and I said, "I’m not sure,I just feel like I’m losing my baby girl."

Then she leaned over... and gave me...

Butterfly kisses, with her mama there.

Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair."Walk me down the aisle daddy, it’s just about time."

"Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?"

"Daddy don’t cry."

With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right.

To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses.

I couldn’t ask God for more, man, this is what love is.

I know I’ve gotta let her go, but I’ll always remember.

Every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses...

I love my dad so much and i wish that i can let him know..

and i wish that i can hug him... and kiss him on the cheek... which i neva really did before...

And i wish i can play around with him just like the old days when i was stil his little girl...

My dad is always a serious man... so our love towards each other was so bounded...

Honestly i neva know my dad loves me so much until last year when i came KL to study SAM...

I always though that he doesn't love me as much as my sis...

Cos he's more strict towards me compare to my sis...

Man...

I'm so guilty...